I have a friend who started a social media campaign to #showupinMay. I, of course being spontaneous and excited about every little thing, was like… “yea yea, I’ll join you.”
And then I failed.
After 5 minutes.
And then the next day.
And the next.
And now it is May 7th.
I have a list a mile long, but honestly my motivation to ‘show up” has been waning big time.
I have another friend, who encouraged me to write again. HERE. On this page. LAST WEEK.
Again, I was like, “Yea, Yea. I know I need to”
I failed again the next day.
But here I am … on May 7th. I opened up my computer, looked at the blank page, with overwhelm, because it has been so long and just started typing. And that’s what you are reading.
Hopefully I can show up again tomorrow. I have a plan, (insert laughter here) to wake up a bit earlier to stare at the blank page first thing in the am.
I also unwound my yoga mat and did a 21 minute practice today. To help ground me.
Moving and resettling into my new home in a new state has slightly ungrounded me and I need to find my new way here.
I must show up to the things I know bring me life, instead of looking at the entire list, I will just do the first thing.
What do you need to show up to?
I want to know. We can show up together.