Today’s post is written by Live Brave, Not Broken’s founder, Lesley Glenn
I felt the balloons leave my hand, and I drew in a deep breath.
Attached to those balloons were the words of hopes and dreams that I had been holding on to….. too tightly.
But not anymore.
This is a new journey for me.
I don’t fully understand it all, because I have never lived my life this way, however I know it is right.
And to even try to go back to what once was, doesn’t even make sense and is uncomfortable.
I tried. I can’t.
Cancer changed “everything.”
I will never ever be able to do life the same again.
Or church, or marriage, or ministry.
My theology has changed, my opinions of love and inclusion and kingdom, and healing.
My experience of God has changed, he is more present with me than he has ever been before. He is near me, for me, with me and he goes before me.
I no longer have the pressure to do or become anything or anyone.
I am free. Like the balloons. To move, journey, and LIVE with liberty and permission.
And while it may be uncomfortable for a time, as I embrace this new direction. I am okay with it, because it is what God intended for me all along.
His plans good. For me. With me. Always.
His plans for you good. Always.
What do you need to release today?
Release – allow (something) to move, act, or flow freely: • allow (something) to return to its resting position by ceasing to put pressure on it: to surrender.
Lesley is a Wife. Mom. Friend. Sister. Daughter. Artist, and Writer. Stage 4 Cancer fighter. Authentic. Passionate Risk Taker. Founder of Dandelion Wishes, Inc., Social Justice and Lover of Jesus.